Torn

Heart torn in two

Not sure what to do

Where to go

What to think

What to expect

Knowing it might be wrong

Head tells me to do right

Heart tells me to Love

Even if it hurts

Even if it tears me apart

For we can't learn without pain

Wandering aimlessly

In the unknown 

Willing to take on anything

But too scared to make a choice

For the choice will alter the future

Sitting here ...wondering what is really going on

Is it me

Or is it the world that is altering me

Or am I submitting myself to nothing

Or am I standing out

Many questions and too many answers

Need simplicity 

For it will make everything simple

...Fall Into Me....

I like the way you sound in the morning,
we're on the phone and without a warning
I realize your laugh is the best sound I have ever heard

I like the way I can't keep my focus,
I watch you talk you didn't notice
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


well I like the way your hair falls in your face
you got the keys to me I love each freckle on your face, oh,
I've never been so wrapped up,
honey, I like the way you're everything I've ever wanted

I had time to think it oh-over and all I can say is come closer,
take a deep breath and jump then fall into me

(chorus)
every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine for you

whoa oh I'm feeling you baby
don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me

baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall


the bottoms gonna drop out from under our feet
I'll catch you, I'll catch you
when people say things that bring you to your knees,
I'll catch you
the time is gonna come when you're so mad you could cry
but I'll hold you through the night until you smile

whoa oh I need you baby
don't be afraid please
jump then fall, jump then fall into me


baby, I'm never gonna leave you,
say that you wanna be with me too
cause I'm gonna through it all so jump then fall

jump then fall baby
jump then fall into me, into me

every time you smile, I smile
and every time you shine, I'll shine
and every time you're here baby, I'll show you, I'll show you
you can jump then fall, jump then fall, jump then fall into me, into me .

Long Term Relationships. ~

Katie here. (:

Only reason there are short term relationships is when people don't really realize what they want, yet. Or haven't met the person that they can make long requirements with.
Usually, my parents say that relationships are best made out of with best friends... or someone you've known for a long time, because you've seen that person in every situation, anger, happiness, sadness, and experienced all kind of things with them, yet you know how to deal with them, how to help them, and really know how to do things. Long term relationship requires BOTH sides to understand the true reasons for long commitment. But, don't get me wrong. You can ALSO have long term relationships with people that you just met, or have gotten to know over time... but really, the trick is... just know WHY you want long term relationship; AKA; marriage, spending your life with that person for eternity, want compassion, want to be passionate, want to know love. etc. And sticking to those goals. Trust me... changing those goals, once you meet someone "amazing" yet they have different perspective, different goals... You can still love that person, and appreciate that they have their own goals, but if it doesn't fit in with yours, it won't work. AT ALL. Not even if you guys last for a long time, the ending won't be pretty.

Tall and short; The facts

The facts about being Tall;
1. Seeing things down below
2. People "look" up to you.
3. You paint ceilings
4. You get random questions such as if you played basketball
5. You give the best piggy back rides
6. You're the one that people come to when they want a cookie in a jar that is too high to reach.
7. Always have to get new pants every few months.
8. Going down stairs sucks, cause you have to duck, EVERY TIME.
9. You need stairs for a proper hug
10. Your feet gets cold when they're sticking out of things, in your sleep.

The facts about being short;
1. You get to walk under people
2. you get squished
3. You have to use items to reach things, or a tall person.
4. You've never too small to play on the jungle gym
5. You're the one to get the piggy back rides.
6. The word "duck" doesn't apply to your dictionary.
7. you get mistaken for a dwarf.
8. Hurdles suck
9. You'd make a good tabletop
10. You can crawl through things

Pants

One word popped up in the white screen, "Pants." From a certain lazy bum that I'm talking to at the moment.. but really though, it could be a good topic.. but what about pants can we say? They form our legs and butt quite well? Or do we just wear them because society indicates that we should? Why can't we just be nudists? Actually, no, please don't be a nudist. You wanna be naked in a room, alone with your favorite person, and to let that person only have that image of you, and NOT the whole world.. Ya know why? The world's very judgemental. But that favorite person loves every flaw of you. Those who tease... zip about it. Flaws are to be appreciated, because they make the person you know, who they are. Well, a part of them at least. Pants... What is the most comfortable pants ever? Jeans? Overalls? Sweats? Yoga? What? I think I prefer Yoga myself...

A Mystery to Everyone's Conclusions

Love... is such a mystery to every one of you, but really.. it's more simple than you think. I've realized Love is not possible without God, you will never learn how to love unconditionally without loving yourself, and Loving God. Loving God, is Fearing him. Love is not... what you see. It can be what you feel, but that's the only part of it. To love, you are someone's other half. When you love God unconditionally, you'll love someone to the extend that you never thought you could get to. Love is Patient, Love is not Envy, Love is not Lust, Love is Kind, Love is Caring, Love is understanding, Love is not judging, Love is... Love. When you see that person, you smile without knowing it. Don't love someone you can live with, but someone you cannot live without. You realize you love someone, when you understand them. You relate to them, you desire to help them, be there for them, and just be able to hold them in your own arms, so you know they're safe. Your heart leaps every time you hear their name, something about them, or see them. Your heart aches, when that person is hurting, or in need, or sad. You reach out to them. You pray with them, you pray FOR them. Remember... my darlings, Love is Love. Love yourself, love others, Love God, and especially, Love the one who loves you unconditionally. The one that gives their life for you. The one that is willing to climb the highest mountains just to shout out your name. The one that is there for you, in midst of everything. The one that understands you. The one that wants to hold your hand. The one that gives you Eskimo kisses. The one that appreciates you for WHO YOU ARE, not who you try to be. I love you.

Losing

Never take someone for granted,
Hold every person to you heart....
because you might wake up one day...
and realize you've lost a diamond,
when you've been too busy collecting stones...

After What Happened To Me At Camp

Twas a night an angel whispered a song in my
ear, thunder bolted across the sky, and I ran
in fear of not knowing what to Believe...
Tears being dropped, hearts being broken,
wrists being sliced, blood running down the walls,
writing and revealing the truth of destruction, Believing
what's never there, Hearing only what deaf ears can hear,
Seeing nothing but a wisp of air blowing through the leaves.
Never believe a deaf person, nor a blind mice, nor a disabled
alligator. Why don't you just not believe anything, at all?

Twilight of the soul

If you look upon something that is moving, with no sound coming out of it.. you'll realize you're stuck in another world with no open doors.If you smile, parade around with confidence, hiding that you're lost... then you've came to the right place, I understand you, and you'll be able to understand me. We'll create the doors, giving you stones to create your own path. Look up to the skies and know all is well.